ignorance is bliss

how well do u knw others to trust them? i admit...im not good when it comes to analyze ppl. from 1st impression...if they look ok...they'll ok i guess. but last week...it really opens my eyes. actually this happens to me twice... last year...around this time. dejavu?

I was assigned this task. and as usual...its a responsibilty right? and i wont ask ppl until..im out of idea. then...somebody suggested to ask this question to 'the experts'. of course i will...when i really really dont knw...and all the others pun x tau. bukan apa... there r few ways to try. x jd cara nie...cara lain boleh...tp kena mencuba...tp...dia mcm x leh accept try n error...time consuming..tu pahamlah...tp nk job tu siap...kenalah cuba. then..i pun emaillah 'the expert'. he suggested on how to solve this. but in the end...x guna pon cara dia...sbb kita jumpa cara lebih mudah utk buat.

I x marah...but more kecik hati...feels stupid tau. org buat kita mcm tuh...mcm lah kita x reti buat keje kita. then...siap terima complain lg...that showing temper...etc etc..bla bla bla. bila masa i marah. masa suntuk...stress lg nk cari solution. kenapa mesti ckp sy marah? sedey sgt... i cried. sbb i rasa x tahan sgt. sorang...complain...n sorang lg...just accept bulat bulat. i didnt even have a say on this matter. x der peluang. i was thinking of confronting..tp i pk nk buat apa. the last time i ask pun..nobody bothered to replied. in the end..kena tegur from atasan...ckp i've changed. tp x tanya pun kenapa. sedey sgt.

i citer kat mom..she said..tebalkan jerlah muka. kalau kita lari pon...x guna... so..tebalkanlah. i peliklah...bila kita buat keje...ckp kita tunjuk temper. bila im stress...i'll be quite....sbb i x nk ckp ngan org sgt...org yg x kenal kita...akan ckp kita marah dia. biarlah... i choose to ignore.