Happy Father's Day

masa kecik kecik... habis je tadika..i akan jalan kaki pg office Daddy. otw, singgah kat kantin and order milo ais. terkedek kedek naik tangga Pejabat Daerah Rompin. Masuk bilik Daddy... n minta kertas utk diconteng...sambil menunggu time lunch untuk Daddy hantar balik rumah. sometimes Daddy busy...x der masa... so driver akan hantar balik.

I remembered this one day... Daddy hantar pegi sek... hari tu hujan lebat... sampai depan hospital Pekan...jem teruk...rupanya sekolah banjir... Dia patah balik...i freaked out. skema kan... nk pegi jugak sekolah... Daddy pun ketap bibir kata sekolah banjir nk sekolah apa? bila Daddy ketap bibir... kami adik beradik akan diam... takot.

Bila kat rumah...kalau kita bising bising... tetiber telefon biru tu berbunyi semua automatic akan diam... it's job calling for Daddy. hihihi... kalau bising kena ketap bibir expression lagi...

Then I'm off to highschool... dpt 2 choices... SMART,Kuantan...(Daddy's school) and SHAH,Pekan... obviously SHAH is nearer... its boarding school atas nasihat Mummy... i enrolled SHAH,Pekan... the 1st few months... were disastrous! every night calling home telling the food was horrid!

During my senior years...he came and visit me every weekend... sometimes he help me to 'fly'- kalau org lain 'fly' by menyusup bawah pagar malam hari... i 'fly' in plain sight...siang  hari menyorok dalam kereta. hahahaa. I'll usually called him during the weekdays to put order for the weekend.hahaha... biasanya susu lah... full cream milk, biscuits... chocolates & coins!! =D Dad bagi a sock of coins. masa tu adalah yang dtg nk minta tukar. sempatlah merasa tugas Money Changer. =P

while waiting for SPM result...i took driving license... 1st day drive.. i dah over take lorry... trus instructor tu ckp..."pernah memandu ke sebelum nie?" i jawab x pernah. katanya biasanya org 1st time memandu - perempuan sure x brani, pegang steering pon x steady...i just smirk... pakcik nie under estimated perempuan. - inheritance from my parents... both fast & safe driver. =D (erk sikit jelah kot yang inherit nye. hahaha.)

1 fine day i called Daddy while he was working.. asking for his permission to study abroad... he lectured me... bla bla bla... berpijaklah di bumi yang nyata. time nie sedih sgt. my result is not bad... not good but not bad either. lepas lah stakat nk buat A level...tp hajat x kesampaian.

then i got accepted to Pusat Asasi Sains, UM. thanks to a dear friend of mine who posted me the form. I got my 1st handphone from him - apa lagi 3310 lah. hehee... credit free.. habis credit, call him minta topup =D

 i remembered my shopping spree was spoilt when my purse got stollen in the surau,Midvalley. it was my 1st time holding an ATM card. hahaha. so the pin no is still in the wallet. silly me. pencuri tu x amik pulak my 3310...yelah.. time tu dah bnyk handphone canggih rasanya.. dunno i don't recall. the next weekend he is in KL. so we went to KLCC to meet him up. we - my sister and i. dptlah purse baru! then while dining at Chillis... i pun buka cerita mcm mana purse boleh hilang... kena ketuk kepala. hahahaa. yes Daddy i deserve it! "ada poketkan...letak dlm poket! buat apa nk bwk bag bag?" angguk jelah... hahaha.

a year goes by... bye bye KL...city of fun.... hello Sintok,Kedah. Masuk masuk bilik... dah ada org kat katil bawah.. so kena tdo katil atas. - i x suka katil atas. my sister tolong pasangkan cadar. almari pon ya Allah sangatlah daif...laci senget benget... Daddy tlg btolkan...tp x berjaya. when its time to say good bye... i cried... (tu lah sapa suh x blaja rajin-rajin? kan dah tercampak kat ulu nie.) He gave me 50cent... that made me chukled.

my final year... after few years nagging for a car... finally i got one =D...although its his old car...but who cares? its still a car! 1st question that he asked me... "do you know how to drive manual?" "Yes" hahaha...i'm guilty i know. i don't drive manual car except masa belajar memandu... the 1st few months dapat kereta... u name it.. enjin mati kat simpang, kereta turun bukit...menjerit dlm kereta panic x yah ckplah. hahahaa... bikin malu saja.

Time dah keje nie... Daddy pernah ckp, "Daddy x call anak anak takot mengganggu... nanti meetinglah, busylah.." seriously masa dgr my sister cerita.. i feel so sad. that's why i make it a habit.. at least once a week i called them. bayangkanlah masa kat Phuket i called... "buat apa call jauh jauh mahal..." i just laughed.

pernah skali kereta i mati tgh jalan.. ppl  honking. i was panicked ok. rupanya bateri kong. masa tu jem. i dont know what to do.. the 1st person i called is him! "mcm mana nk tlg...jauh! on hazard light." - hahaha he was right. i couldnt think of anybody else.

Daddy's lil girl is not so liltle anymore...the saddest part is after the solemnization. i hugged him.. n cried. bukan nangis sikit sikit ok... nangis  yang sampai tertanggal bulu mata. OP & videographer pon x capture moment tu... because sgt hodoh. when i think about it.. i still want to cry.

Daddy... i love you...